Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Feeling so blessed.

I have had so many blessings in my life. And so many people have touched me. Lately so many people have encouraged me. For a while now i have been having a hard time dealing with the loss of Hope. Blaming myself and feeling sorry for myself. Recently i found this wonderful support group of TTTS mothers who have been thru the same thing or some even worse. I have finally excepted that the decision we made was the right decision. Some people may not agree with it. And i completely understand for the longest time i didn't agree with it. All i wanted was my baby girl back and i don't think that will ever change. But i have excepted. I have two beautiful healthy girls.
I have found so many inspiring mothers. Im so blessed t
o have met these wonderful women. I have had the honor to be asked to speak on a radiothon for the children's hospital here at Scott and White. I'm so happy to be able to tell my story about how much this wonderful hospital has been there to help me. Tom they will be helping me a little more. We go for Sydneys second MRI. A couple of weeks ago they found a mass pushing her windpipe over and causing her to have some breathing problems. Praying we can figure out what this is and either can be removed easy or wont effect her. Its so scarey especially going thru this all alone. I know i can do this. Im Super mom.